This is Stuff by a guy i know from Dal-Net named Zach/Thirty-Three

Me

I stare at the dots on my ceiling,
The light from the fan throwing shadows on the backs,
I think of my love, 
I think of my life,
I know it can't happen,
I know i have me,
But I know i hate me,
And I know they lie,
To ease my pain,
And I know everyday,
I hate myself less,
And I hate me,
For fooling myself into this,
And I hate me,
For tricking myself into believing,
And I wished it true,
That I would die tonight,
But then for real,
I think back,
I see what I've done,
I see what I haven't done,
I decide it's not right,
I can't die tonight,
Maybe god saved me,
Maybe I saved me,
Maybe love saved me,
Maybe I wasn't saved at all
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FlY

There I was,
I could see myself,
Flying through the sky,
A beautiful fuzzy purple hue.

And I saw,
The children laying down,
Laughing and chuckling as they said,
That I'd fall for certain, that I don't have a chance

And the sky turned grey,
And the wind blew harder,
And the leaves fell from the trees,
And I saw the ground come up beneath me

I hit the ground hard,
I broke my bruised heart,
I felt the pain of a thousand lives,
I screamed for god to save me from this pit

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NOTE: I made this before I ever heard "Mellon 
Collie and the Infinite Sadness".  But the "fall
for certain" part is uncanny...
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Her

I spread the green leaves
I peek through the opening
I see her as she leaves
I loved her as I hated him

I walk to her blindly
I walk to her tranced
I come to her kindly
I feel the ground give way

Love is a painful thing
Love is a dark road
Love is a streetlight
Love can't be mine tonight

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